[ That takes a minute for her to think about it. Would she have tried sending a message to see if he's really gone? Probably. Would she have said something kind in that message, something she'd never dared tell him before? Is there anything she'd praise him over? His dedication to his ideals and to his master are admirable, yes. But...
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I do not know. No. I I do not think I would have.
[ She's genuinely unsure, but she prefers going with the option that makes her feel the worse. And it makes her feel horrible, because for all of her talks of him being closed-minded and obnoxious-- She is the one who has never so much as given him the benefit of the doubt or tried to see what's good in him. ]
My apologies. I may have misjudged you. Perhaps you are a better god, no, person, than I thought.
hey now you don't have to go that far. I'm still an asshole don't worry about that
so like I said. not mad about the answer.
we're gods with different viewpoints and different concerns. maybe that's profound. maybe it isn't. but I don't think anyone crosses my path by coincidence, including other gods.
that's why I sent it.
[ Which... does not explain it at all, but that's intentional. It's the sort of god he is. His serious sentiments are meant to be reflected on, not to give an answer. ]
[ But she thinks she understands him a little bit better now. A positive to this horrible experience she's gone through, maybe.
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... W-Well she has nothing else to say, just a lot of confused thoughts and even more questions. But she can't just let "perhaps" be her final word after that! She can't give him a compliment though, that would be hypocritical. Guh. Talking to him had been much more easy when she'd seen him as little more than a shameful god with no redeeming qualities.
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I do not know.
No.
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I do not think I would have.
[ She's genuinely unsure, but she prefers going with the option that makes her feel the worse. And it makes her feel horrible, because for all of her talks of him being closed-minded and obnoxious-- She is the one who has never so much as given him the benefit of the doubt or tried to see what's good in him. ]
My apologies. I may have misjudged you.
Perhaps you are a better god, no, person, than I thought.
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so like I said. not mad about the answer.
we're gods with different viewpoints and different concerns. maybe that's profound. maybe it isn't. but I don't think anyone crosses my path by coincidence, including other gods.
that's why I sent it.
[ Which... does not explain it at all, but that's intentional. It's the sort of god he is. His serious sentiments are meant to be reflected on, not to give an answer. ]
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[ She's not using the word "asshole," she's too dignified for that. ]
But you are also more than that.
That I never had the discernment to see as much is shameful.
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[ he feels like he should point that out, even if she already knows it... ]
don't sweat it too much. I'm not a god that's easily understood and that's fine. the way it's supposed to be, arguably
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[ But she thinks she understands him a little bit better now. A positive to this horrible experience she's gone through, maybe.
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... W-Well she has nothing else to say, just a lot of confused thoughts and even more questions. But she can't just let "perhaps" be her final word after that! She can't give him a compliment though, that would be hypocritical. Guh. Talking to him had been much more easy when she'd seen him as little more than a shameful god with no redeeming qualities.
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Good night.