If you know the answer, do I really have to say it? ( his voice lacks its usual fire, sounding more tired than anything. )

I... I work. I train. I keep my mind occupied. If I don't... It's not pretty, Tez. I'm not all that familiar with "fun."

( tez won't care, or it won't bother him or linger with him, but he still feels it necessary to warn him. warn everyone. maybe then they won't expect so much of him. he's not reliable—not anymore. )

I like to go on walks sometimes. And I like sitting here with you.